-=Winamp : Roxette - Listen To Your Heart

2 days without sleep and I'm still alive n kickin'. Must be something wrong with me.. Just got back from college with a migraine... heat here's getting worst.. I can't imagine what it will be like back in Malaysia.... eeeek! Had my midterm today.. made like 2 mistakes out of 15... i think (and hope not more than that). Gonna get a B for my class already, can't possibly get an A anymore. =\ my math sux0rs . Oh well, feel like sleeping but can't sleep cuz having finals tomorow!! Actually I wont be able to get any sleep for another 2 more days!! After coming back from finals need to pack my luggage already and go last minute shopping for some stuff to bring back to KL.. eiyer.. I so miss *dreaming*. Guess I'll have to wait till when I get on the plane to have my first sleep in... 3 days. <- reminds me of the 3 days I spent awake doing the stup!d PMR Kemahiran Hidup project

Lalala... Just had oreos with milk! Nice. *want one?* I heard US made oreos are nicer.. but... tastes the same.. except that it comes in a different package.. thats all! Bringing back 3 packs of oreos for my friend but don't know if its enough though. Heh maybe tomorow I'll ask my uncle to send me to the store to get more.

Yaya!!! Cable company coming today to fix cable internet. 1.5mbps download speed (that's about 150-170KBps) w00t! Well for you all non-techy-stone-age-people :P it takes about 30 secs to download a song :). Quite cheap also cuz they have promotion -19.95 a month for first 6 months- No contract also. Speaking of contracts I'll have to get my roommate to cancel the current DSL contract with SBC YAhoo! and that'll cost like 200 bucks. talk about madness =| but what the hell.. Yahoo's connection speed here's like 384kbps only for 35$ per month.

I like this song!!

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The Ataris - The Saddest Song

Only two more days, until your birthday
Yesterday was mine
You'll be turning five
I know what it's like, growing up without your father in your life
So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And I hope someday you'll find it in your heart

To understand
Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Waiting there to find nothing at all

I hope I get the chance
To make it up to you
We got a lot of catching up to do

So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And hope someday you'll find it in your heart

To understand
Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Waiting there to find nothing at all

Forgive me!
I'm so sorry!
I will make it up to you....
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Hmm I wonder how it's like to be without a father in the first few years of life and then finding out that you have a father but he left you cuz of whatever reason. This song's sorta like Billy Gilman's 'Oklahoma'. Would I be glad that I found my father? Angry cuz he wasn't there? Sad? Open to forgive? =\ I'll never know.... To those of you who don't as well, we r lucky and we shouldn't take our parents for granted :) *hugz to mom n dad*

Heiyer things here are so expensive.. or maybe I just went to the wrong place to get my haircut. 30 bucks for my hair. At least it looks nice... I wouldn't pay 30 bucks for a lousy hair job.

So lazy to put up my poems on the site now.. Haven't written any stories yet but blah they'll all be mushy love stories! :P I'll do them as soon as I finish my final tomorow.. If i have time that is. I wonder if I should extend this box to a larger one.. I figure a week of entries might make the scrolling-down too long. And is my font really that small? I'm on 1280 * 1024 resolution and it looks fine to me =\ the tinier the better! Maybe I should put a watermark picture behind this box where all the stuff goes... maybe...

Any-w-a-y, back to studying! final tomorow! *reminds myself again* FINAL EXAM TOMOROW!!! yayayaya! stop nagging! Go study larr!! *stuffs alter ego back in self*

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined. ---Henry David Thoreau