-=Playing in my head: Matchbox Twenty - Unwell

*sigh* Just came back from SJMC.. went to visit my grandpa in the ICU who underwent surgery yesterday to insert a battery coz his heartbeat is below normal.. kinda cool that the device can detect a drop in heart rate and helps the heart beat at a normal rate. Don't know why but everytime I visit a person in the hospital I have this weird feelings of sadness and pity to see people lying in beds attached to the monitoring machines, and also the thought that I would be lying there someday too. Grandpa's okay, he'll be released from the hospital tomorow.

Is it that worth it to pay few tens of thousands to prolong one's life... even when that person's already like 80+ years old...? Death is emminent, to all of us, and thats just delaying the inevitable. If I were to make a choice I would just let nature take it's course and if it's my time to die so let it be... Anyway damn scary just now when leaving the hospital.. one lady was being wheeled from a car to the emergency room I assume and she was screaming and all that.. macam orang giler... dont know if it's pain or what but... yerrr... so damn loud screaming and screeching....

Today = hibernation day. Slept pretty late last night (about 2am) and I got up at 12noon today.. Went downstairs, ordered dominos pizza, ate, and went back to sleep.. then woke up later in the evening for dinner and went visit my grandpa at SJMC. Going to sleep soon too... for some reason I feel quite... tired.. probably just boredom

I realize everytime I write something on the computer whether it be on icq or blog or email.. I keep putting so many dots................. bad habit...

Yay tmr going KLCC watch movie.... Pirates of the Carribean.. finally going somewhere else except MV... i go MV like an average of 5 times a week... anyway.. I heard when I was in US from my friends there that it is a damn cool movie... hopefully it is. Oh and for anyone who wants to watch the Medallion, don't even go buy the VCD.. it sucks I heard... can contend with The Hulk for the most terrible movie ever produced this year. HULK was TERRIBBBLEEE!!! yerrrr.... disappointment..

Yerrr... was listening to Britney Spears' From the Bottom Of My Broken Heart.. used to listen to it a lot last time..ahhh brought back some memories I didn't want to remember.... well Britney Spears now sux.. her new songs are all so sluttish... and yucks... I still like her old songs though... like... Sometimes, I Was Born To Make You Happy, well most songs from her first album.... ahh Christina Aguilera another one... now also her songs and her videos getting a bit like Britney's ... but at least Christina's got the voice and her songs now are still better than Britney's..

And wtf is wrong with ICQ.. or is it my puter? Keeps getting disconnected...... fraaaassss!!!

Hmmm I shouldn't have quit piano classes when I was 6 yrs old.. come to think of it, its kinda fun being able to play well on the piano, be able to read scores and not screw up like I do.. I can only play easy songs.... I get a stuupid headache when I see too many notes.... bah what a noob

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