-=Winamp : Sarah Mclachlan - Angel

I dreamt of you again
For half and hour, I slept and woke up on a train.
Lying on the comfy chair backwards inclined,
I turned and saw you, looking out the window, at the pines.
Where are we going? Nowhere.
Tired, dizzy, I laid back on my chair,
Thinking, this train has to end somewhere.
I closed my eyes, and I felt ur hand on mine.
Don't go, talk to me.. our fingers entwine.
Acting like the fool I am
I saw you smile, and held tight your hand.
I'll go with you on this journey, Ill be here
right till the very end.
Thank you.. the last words you said
I blinked, I was back on my bed.
I'm sorry, I wished I could have stayed,
I enjoyed that brief moment of felicity,
But it was a dream, unfortunately,
and this is reality.

-=Winamp : 3 Doors Down - Here Without You

I think I'm in love with this song... been playing in my list every single day! I guess it's the kind of song I can relate to well...

....
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love.
....

This song is in soo many ways true for me... I realize I fall easily in love, but I don't fall out easily... Even after I know its totally impossible or not likely at all, its still hard for me to stop loving... I think there's a word for it - Stubborn?

Ahh.. ERS's acting up again....

=\

-=Winamp : Roxette - Listen To Your Heart

Yarrrrr!! Finally set aside my laziness and posted up the Pen & Paper section.. thats where all my short stories(if I can find them to post up) and my poems that I've written..

Anyywwwwwwwaayy..... sheesh it's 4.40am and I'm awake.. I have the weirdest sleeping times hehe :P It's just that I like waking up at this time cuz its the best time of the whole day! Everyone else's sleeping.. it's all quiet.. a time of serenity...

Aw.... weekend's gone so fast.. can't imagine its Sunday already... heiyer gotta study today.. especially Math... dont know nonsense about it.... hmmph!

Oh well.. gonna go do some homework.

Later.

YAY!! its FRIDAY ITS FRIDAYY!!! TGIF!!

Just came back from college.. so sleepy in class... dont know why considering i slept for 8 hours today....

hmm anyway ..... the new Matrix theatrical trailer is out!! It's soo damnnnnn goood!! omg omg omg!! You Matrix fans out there go download or watch it Here. Can't wait for November the 5th!!

So many good movies coming out.. I heard LOTR:ROTK is coming out at the end of the year too (?) ... heh... Which reminds me gotta go download Underworld... so eager to watch it ... cuz Kate Beckinsale is in it... she was great in Serendipity but now with that skin tight black leather suit.... *gasp* a must see! lol. Kate Beckinsale roxxxooorrsss!

Things to do over the weekend: go shopping!!! Need to buy shampoo & conditioner, water(yea WATER), microwave food, dim sum, Oreos cookies, some deloba biscuits, drinks... Havent been able to do all those since i came back cuz had to settle myself down with college first... oooh i need to get my backpack too which i left behind at my uncle's house when i arrived here... sux man this whole week I had to do with a stupid old backpack of mine.. feels like its gonna break anytime with all my books inside...

Just did something stupid this morning when taking the bus.. but blah I'll tell some other time :PP

Lunch time.

-=Winamp : 3 Doors Down - Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
But tonight girl it's only you and me

-----------------------------------------

Heh.. been listening to this song and only this song for the past 2 days... Kinda stuck in my head now. so sesuai to what im thinking now... I like...!!!!! Especially the lyrics... *sighhh* hehe happy sigh

Haaaiiihh.. almost time for college.. no mood go college today... :P

*lazy*

-=Winamp : Final Fantasy VIII - Eyes on Me

*yawn* Am I the only idiot who wakes up at 3am around here??

*silence*

guess so....

Night class yesterday was nonsense... first hour was fine.. then 2nd hour started falling asleep.... beh tahan lar class till 8.10pm.. so damn dark already.. scarriee... then hv to take bus lar! at least that class's only on tues & thursdays so its all good.

I think i'm gonna be waking up everyday at this time ... thats when most of teh people back there in kl are online...

currently there's no one online that I wanna chat with so...... gonna go do some homework! :P

l a t e r z

-=Winamp : James Ingram feat. Dolly Parton - The Day I Fall In Love

Ya!!! Another nice song! Actually recommended by a friend. =P Thanks! L-y-r-i-c-s:

Just an ordinary day
Started out the same old way
Then I looked into your eyes and knew
Today would be a first for me
The day I fall in love

On the day I fall in love
Sky will be a perfect blue
And I'll give my heart forever more
To someone who is just like you
The day I fall in love

People all say love is wonderful
That the bells will ring
The birds will sing
The skies will open
I wonder where's that great big symphony
Roll over Beethoven
Won't you play with me

And I'll never promise to be true to anyone
Unless it's you
Unless it's you
The day I fall in love

Just an ordinary day
Started out the same old way
Then I looked into your eyes and knew
Today will be a first for me
A first for me
The day I fall in love
I know you'll be there
Ooh....I know...
The day I fall in love

*sigh* Nothing beats sitting down in ur own room, with aircond blowing over u from the back, leaning back on a manager's chair, and listening to great music while dreaming... dreaming the words in the lyrics of the song and imagining the whole song happening to you... make sense? :P I'm such a dreamer.. a dreamer of unrealistic dreams... distracting dreams... heh

Anyway... just got back from college.... so damn bloody hot out there... 85 Farenheit.. heiyerr... and the stupid bus driver missed my STOP!! grrrr.... i pulled the chord signalling the bus driver to stop at the next stop.. but he just went past it...*EXCCCCUUUUSSEEE MUUUAAAA YAA MISSED MY STOPPP!!!!* *emergency brakes applied* *THANK YOUUUUUU*. ..talk about who's dreaming man.....

I did mention it was bloody hot did I? feels so good to be in an air-cond room.. sipping a cup of Sprite with looootsa ice! I have another class later unfortunately at 5.30pm... its now 2.30pm... my schedule's quite screwed up larr... classes all so spread out....

*Me wonderful schedulee :
Mon-Fri 10.30-11.20 - Java Programming
Mon-Fri 12.30-1.30 - Differential Equations (Notice the stupid 1 hour break between)
Tuesday & Thursday 5.30-8.10pm Introduction to 8086/8087/8088 Assembly Language

Check it out!!! classes till night on tuesdays and thursdays!!! ARGHHHH
*

Feel like writing a poem now... but can't think of the words... nothing's coming out of my feeble mind ...

Been writing quite a lot in the past month... which reminds me I need to update the Pen & Paper section... gonna post my poems out there for whoever's interested in reading...used to have a short story that I wrote years ago too.. if i can find it :P i doubt there'll be anyone interested... Hardly anyone i know appreciates poems.. =(
I'll probably have it up by this weekend... heh need to sort out all my classes first....

More money spent today!!! grrrr.... bus trip for whole day $6, 2 textbooks $150, having a night class and missing a bus stop = priceless

*been watching too many Mastercard adverts.. sorry*

Lalallalla... what to do now till 5pm? No one's online to chat with.. should be about 5.30am in Malaysia now since its 2.30 in the US.. only crazy people like me would be online in malaysia at this time.. Should i sleep? worried I'll oversleep and wake up at 6pm... havent even add the 5.30 class so I'll have to go to class today to get an add slip from the instructor.. or else im pretty much screwed... can't afford to miss this class.. Play comp games?? So damn worried I wont survive the class... 2 and a half hours of mchine language man!! MACHINE LANGUAGE!!! U know that lifeless thing that you're using now ... yea... i'm learning their language... 10101010101010110100101101001010101001 .. soon I'll be able to decipher the Matrix codes! w00t!!

someone label me an official nut now....

Me act like a doink. Me like being a doink. >(*-*)< --wheeeeee!!

-=Winamp : Gary Barlow - Forever Love

I cried in my sleep last night
You just looked so familiar
I've seen you in my dreams alright.
I cried because I met you, and
became a victim of love at first sight.
How oft I stopped myself from falling
so easily, yet I did not put up a fight.
For once I let myself go
I don't know why, but I did, in the dim lights.

-=Winamp : Air Supply - All Out of Love

Trapped in this room
Cold, lonely, where darkness looms
I'm sick, tired and exhausted
Life's being a bitch, how am I not frustrated
Locked in this room for years
And everytime the door opens I try to leave
this darkness, these fears
You shut the door right before I could flee
I'm sick, tired, exhausted
not caring even to rhyme
Life you're really a bitch
How long will you be toying with me
I hope you'd stop doing that
Opening the door
Like you did yesterday
And closing it right in my face
like you do, always.

I just realized I'm a really perasan-ed fella.... bahhh!!

Its 6.22am and I'm awake! I guess its just me adjusting my sleeping times to coincide with the US time zones so when i get back there I dont suffer from jet lag...

Anyway just came back from playing comp games for 6 hours at a cybercafe at midvalley... so long haven't been to a cafe... well it was a bit fun.. not to say really really fun :)

Went to a BBQ at a friend's friend's house in damansara perdana... that was quite fun.. didn't know anyone there before... didnt even know Felicia/Feliteh/Feli or whatever (the person who's organising the BBQ) :P so happy got to meet so many new people today.. new friends.. :))))))

*sigh*
this goin back to US thing is getting me really frustrated.. I really wish I was just studying here in KL... so many things i wanna experience, I wanna try... but I know I can't possibly do so because I'm not around here in KL often =( Bah what I'm saying's pretty vague but... dont think i wanna explain it... not here.. :P

so dumb.. what the hell is a papaya farm??? Its a colloquial/slang for something.... something callled a brothel.... few of the girls at the party started talking about it and we were like... huh?? never heard of it also...... Why call a brothel a papaya farm? cant seem to relate papayas to prostitutes.... hmmmph... I dont like papayas.. suck taste !

Great day!! couldve been better if I hadn't had to go off to US this saturday... or any day for that matter... heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

ah I need to get my beauty sleep :)

Ta Ta !

As I stared into the mirror today,
I looked into the other's eyes
Who are you? Hi?
His lips could only mimic mine.
I wonder, if what I see
is what everyone else sees.
I see a person with a history,
I wish you'd tell me, I promise not to tell anybody.
Nothing, no reply, maybe he doesn't wanna say.
Yet I see
His eyes still gleaming with the tears from yesterday.
Tears from the past, not wanting to go away.
I see a soldier fighting an everyday war
His face scarred with wounds, with sores.
Not a victory yet to his name,
Will it forever remain the same?
Tell me! Sigh. Maybe another day.
For now I have to go, I can't stay.
I wish I'd knew you more
We'll meet again, I'll see you tomorow.

-=Winamp : Peabo Bryson & Regina Belle - A Whole New World

Arghhh.... this s t u p i d lady at the counter of MV's cosmic bowl.... soo beeeeeeeettchhieeeeeeeee!!! Finished playing a damn blur game of bowling (yet still got 159.. how the hell????) at about 4.58pm and I wanted to play another one larr... then who knows that counter-biatch said student price (RM3 per game) only valid till 5pm... and IT WASNT 5PM YET!!!! still got 2 damn MINUTESS!!!!! even the system clock at the lanes also said 4.58pm!! Wanted to charge me 6 bucks for a game.... ahhhhh so tak shiok played only 1 game.....

Haihhh.. so many distractions today and past maybe 2 days? Lots of things lar..... don't think I wanna talk much about it anyway... trying not to messs up my feelings today :) *smiiiileeeeeee* .... *ahh...better*

OMG who says no girls who play computer games are chunted???? Just realized there's this korean girl, Lena, who's darn good at starcraft, warcraft!! and she is.. *gasp* Why CANT I meet a girl like that!!! LOL *yea fat hopes*

*me thinks me should book a flight to korea and study there instead of U S of A*

LeNa's Website

-=Winamp : 98 Degrees - Was It Something I Didn't Say

....

Was it something I SHOULDN'T have said??

The past seemed so far away
The voices long thought to be gone
Thought to be....
How I wish I didnt have this mind,
then I would remember nothing.
I would be free of any feelings,
And I would be empty of thoughts.
It is thinking which makes me foolish
to think about how today
I would be spending every minute
thanking God for this day 19 years ago..
I am foolish
to think in a different universe where everything,
and everything went perfect,
(is that not the universe of the Virgo?)
I would be right beside you tonight
watching the stars till they disappear into dawn,
watching everything else disappear,
everything but us two..
I am not, unfortunately, in that kind of world..
This is the real world, where goodbyes need to be said
where nothing goes the way you want it to
I hope one day,
I will be able to say
my final good-bye.


Goodnight world.

-=Winamp : Atlantic Starr - Always

Girl you are to meeee.... allll that a woman should be.....

I wanna go mamak now... but there's no mamak nearby and no one to go with... all happily sleeping......

So hungry... so not sleepy... and I'm singing in the middle of the night....

......................

annndd forevverrr... it will be.. you and mee..........

-=Winamp : Do As Infinity - Tangerine Dream

.... It's Sept 14th 1.30am... I just realized that tomorow's someone's bday..... someone..... so many things coming back now... =\

-=Winamp : Air Supply - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and i sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye
*******

I like this song!!! cuz its sooo sad.... lol. I dont know why but I like songs, movies, that are reallllly sad... I like songs that I can cry to while just thinking of the lyrics...*sigh* Yea I'm kinda screwed up huh?

*wonders if there's a classification or a word to describe people like me.. people who enjoy sadness, pain, hurt (emotionally, not physically, so don't go around hitting me ok.....) *

Well I haven't been updating my blog at all in the past week... just didn't have the mood to blog. If I did though I'd probably be complaining and bitchin' abot my life being sucky in my entries. I think the night is having really bad effects on me... I'm a night person, but it's always at night where I become really moody, my feelings really get thrown and basically, I feel like shit... Maybe it's because I'm flying back to the US next Saturday afternoon, and I'm quite hesitant in going back...

The 1 1/2 months I've spent back here home had me really regretting going over to the US to study. Well I didn't wanna go in the first place, I wasn't keen on going there ... felt it was better if I had studied back here in KL, not have my parents spend so much money on me since I don't do well academically... I've had people telling me I;m lucky to be able to go overseas to study, yea I'm lucky to them.. but I dont consider myself lucky.. I'd think me being lucky would be me not being able to get my student Visa on the day of my flight and thus, me not being able to go over to the U S of A to study.

Why, you ask?? Well I don't really fancy going to such a far away place and have my parents spend so much money on me.... After being there for a year I've realized how much better I would be back in KL studying in a local college.... I don't click with people over there in the US, just not my type of people... only people I can click with are my roommates probably but still they get on my nerves at times... Then also I miss my friends back here in KL... I feel very insecure making new friends over there in the US... *sigh* so many other reasons.....

Oh well.... *shrug*

*looks at ICQ list... discovers there isn't anyone interesting to talk to online* haih... don't think I wanna talk to anyone anyway right now... been pretty cold and harsh while chatting with people online during the past week.. said things I probably shouldn't have said, let my feelings get the better of me, bitching about life to other people... I haven't been myself recently... its just... so many feelings, thoughts, emotions, regrets, depression... I believe that's just who I am.. and if I hadn't been able to control them before I wouldn't be here blogging already... I think I've begun to lose control over them recently... =(

Ever had this sudden feeling of sadness, yet you don't know whats really causing the sadness? Ever felt really depressed and felt like crying not because of something but because of everything? Ever had a sudden rush of questions through ur mind and not being able to keep up with them, unable to find all the answers? Ever felt like you deserve so much more?

The past's been haunting me a lot too... it's interesting how just one single incident that happened in ur life can change everything, the way you think and deal with things, for the rest of your life... been feeling really insecure after that incident about getting into a relationship, or even pursuing one... so afraid of getting hurt again... and I so want things to work well the next time I go for a try at a relationship..

I think what I'm missing is loving someone.. the feeling of falling in love... and the fact that I stop myself everytime from doing so because I'm afraid of being hurt, rejected, again... and I'm studying in the US... I know I can't possibly let myself fall for someone.... see.. this sucks... wanting something and yet knowing that you wont be able to get it .. knowing that you have to sacrifice that craving because of other things..... again, I dont know if u get what I mean but... I dont know how else to put it....

And I have this huuuuge feeling that I'm gonna lose one or two friendships, or grow even more distant... I'm so afraid of losing certain people in my life... I don't know what I would do without them... =~(

I feel like hugging someone . . . . . . . . . . . . .

how i long to fall in love again... *craving sigghhhh*

OMG OMG OMG yesterday finished typing an entry.... *publish* *Server error* *Screaming heard all around Taman Persiaran Desa area* jor I think I am seriously cursed.. server had to be down only after I finish typing my entry.

So.... ahhh I just had a really nice dream day before yesterday.. I can say it's like one of the bestest dreams I've had in a while!
Well in the dream I was on the bed with a special someone I love *well not anyone I know or remember in reality... can't really remember how she looked like except for a few features...so we were lying on our sides under the comforter naked... staring into each other's eyes... then there was this really sweeeeet smile on her face and she whispered 'hey'... I know i did say something else to her but all I remember was replying 'hey' and her giggling and smiling *sigghhhhhhhh* ...

Despite it being a dream it was like amazingllyy real... could feel all the emotions.. the bliss... intense joy... the atmosphere... then I had my hands over her shoulders.. playing around with her hair... caressing her face... *sighhhhhhhhhhhh* it was sooooooo nice.. the feelings.... feeling of being crazy in love.. when I woke up I was like... damn I wish i dreamt that every single night... heiyyyyerrrr !!! those kind of dreams probably wont come to me in another 20 years! I know there was more to the dream too but I can't remember some parts of it.... *happy sighhhhh*

*steps back into reality*

On to other things.... hehe

ahhhhh today was a really boring sunday... well probably because I was extremely tired the whole day.. slept at 1am and woke up at 10am and I still felt sooo tired... contacts were dry too when at church... during sermon some more.... so damn irritating... fell asleep during the 2nd half of the sermon though... I dont usually fall asleep during sermons especially when I'm at the youth praise n worship service but today it was our church's 106th aniversary I THINK... so there was only the main sanctuary service.... so not used to singing hymns but it was okay :)

Went eat at a hawker stall after that with family.... spent aobut 140 on noodles.... hehe yea.. 140 bcks eating noodles at a hawker stall ..... well it was good stuff though :P came home after that... entertained myself by channel surfing on the tv... ahhhhh i dont wanna elaborate... gonna put everyone to sleep

Speaking of sleep.. I mentioned that i was really 'awake' today didnt I ?I'm soooooo wanting to go dream again...

*yea right fat hopes larr that you'll get those kind of dreams again*

It felt .... so real..

*saves entry before publishing*

-=Playing in my head: Trisha Yearwood - How Do I Live

Don't know why I prefer Trisha Yearwood's version that the Leann Rimes one... just think it sounds better :|

Day was ... I mean.. has never been this tiring before.. been doing nothing much the whole day except walking and walking and walking... why?? Summary of events :

Noon - went bowling, 4 games. Level of tiredness: Low
2pm - walked around MV looking for nice place to have lunch. Level of tiredness: I need to find somewhere to eat now!! *KFC*
3pm - walked to Rowan's house, 10 minute walk. Left stuff there then headed for mamak to get a drink. Walk was downhill all the way so it wasn't that tiring.
3.30pm - walked back up to the house. UPHILL..... Level of tiredness after reaching the house: Moderate.
4.30pm - screwed up friend's monitor... hehe fyi I AM destructive... walked back to MV to look for new monitor. after all friend's bday this wednesday so thought just get him a new monitor as bday pressie :P.
5.00pm - walked around IT world asking if they could fix monitors, but its so wonderful that no one there fix monitors. Got prices for monitors. Level of tiredness: I don't think I can walk much more...
5.30pm - walked back to Rowan's house... first thing i did was drop dead on the sofa... my legss.....
6.30pm - had to walk back HOME coz parents were out and won't be back till 10pm =(.. and anyone who's been to my house knows how many hills ya need to walk up..... grrrrrr . At this point.. TOTALLY EXHAUSTED.. couldn't even walk up the stairs to my room... heiyerrrrrrrrrr!!

Stupid me.. shouldnt have messed with the monitor.. what could I do? the monitor was changing colors like nobody's business.. from totally red.. totally green.. to totally blue... and after tweaking around with the monitor cable I finally got it back to the original color.. except that the red was displaying as very very dark red... So i itchy larrr tried to make it better... ended up screwing the whole thing up. Now it can't even display anything at all... sheeeeeeeeeeeeeshhhhh.

Heh... good news is my friend doesnt need to worry about jiggling the wires everytime anymore. Bad news is that he doesn't need to jiggle the wires anymore (coz its kaput.. doh...).

At least I get to kill 2 birds with one stone... 'fix' the problem that I created, and at the same time giving the monitor to him as a bday pressie :P

Oh well.. I shouldve known better and left the monitor even if the red was displayed as dark red... at least it could still work...
you see.. I have a history of trying to fix things, and in the end messing it up even worse.... hehe let me see... when my computer's cd drive couldnt be detected, I messed around with the cabling.... jumpers on the motherboad.. and in the end the whole comp couldnt start... another time was when I looked at the back of the computer for the first time and saw this switch, which was actually the voltage changer... instead of 220V i switched it to 120 volts... fuse blew.... oh yea there's one more time when my comp was being very slow so I started installing some programs... tried to tweak the Windows 98 I had.. and in the end for some reason I screwed up a very important windows file - the registry. Had to format the entire harddrive.

I think you get the point... if not then you're pretty much more screwed up than me :P

nooooooo!!! I feel so guilty....... heiyyyyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

-=Winamp : Nickelback - Someday

yerrr!! can't get into hotmail .. not that I'm expecting a mail bt just to clean up all the 'IMPORTANT! PLEASE READ' and 'FREE BREAST IMPLANTS' emails (well you get the point) that i get... I hope they pass a law that prohibits spam mail from being sent without consent..

Ever felt happy yet sad at the same time?? what do you call that? sappy? *shrugs* its like.. feeling happy because of something and yet feeling sad because of that same thing... *sighhhh*

I give up... feelings cant be expressed by words....

Yay I just got house keys to my friends house!! :P he'll be going away for a trip to Taman Negara for 4 days (don't know wtf you can do in Taman Negara in 4 days.. soooo damn long.. I figure 2 days in that place is enough) and since I go to his place almost everyday to use the comp or just chill out after going to MV, easier and more convenient for me.. hehe! :) Suddenly I feel wealthy having 2 houses and beign able to choose which house to stay at each day during these 4 days .. w00t!

"To see you is what my eyes long for, to touch you is what my body longs for, but to love you, my heart has done already for a long time."
-Lena Nemke

-=Winamp : U2 - One

Nice song!! Not that I listen to U2 a lot just that the song came on the radio few days ago and I like!!

Don't know why I'm having a headache.. woke up at 2pm today.. so shouldn't I be awake but yet I'm slowwwlyyy driftinggg away.y. .y...

Didn't do much today except paid an unexpected visit to a friend, and it was quite fun... haven't seen her for so long so it was pretty relieving and comforting to meet and talk to her again... :)

*mumbles something about stewpid KTM-always-on time-and-very-efficient service* thats what happens when you can't drive.... =
And I have no idea why but I'm feeling especially eager to go sleep and dream a nice, good, sweet, wonderful dream (hopefully :P).. so off I go!

*lights off*

-=Winamp : Jay Chow - Kai Bu Liao Kou

The night beckons
It ends, a day of adventure
wandering dangerously in a hostile world.
Nothing matters anymore
Not even the raindrops on the roof
nor the howl of the wolves
A smile, a kiss goodnight to reality
As I close my eyes, and
enter a world of fantasy.

-=Winamp : Britney Spears - Born To Make You Happy

I've waited so long
Whoever you are
Whenever you'll appear
Or will you ever?
I know you're out there
The stars I gaze at in the night
Bright lights in the sky
They spell out your existence
We'll find each other
One day
We won't be so far apart
You'll be here
I'll be here
The stars we'll keep
close to our hearts.