sh!t... LoL I'm updating my blog like.. once in a week :P I realize nowadays I'm losing stamina? Come home everynight from wherever I was (usually friend's house) , damn tired, just bathe, go online spend half an hour on Earth 2025, then go sleep.... used to be able to stay up till 5am... I DID stay up till at least 4am everyday when I came back last December.. now its like.. sleepin at 11.00pm.. sometimes even earlier

I'm soooo sleeeepy now... 1.52am.... Was gonna update my blog earlier but then had to talk to a friend cuz she was having some problems.... *sigh* people are having so many relationship problems ... --- I have come to a conclusion that love sucks --- (Can't believe I.... of all people... am saying that) I mean seriously... having feelings for someone... or liking someone and thinking that he/she likes you too.... or just going after someone not knowing if that guy/girl likes you or not, and in the end after learning that he/she doesnt like you as much as you do, you complaaain, regrreeett, think that person is a bitch or a jerk, blah blah whateverrrrrr.... (I'm not referring to anyone.. just saying in general)

Men are so stubborn really... It's funny that when a girl is being nice to a guy the guy will usually think that girl likes him.. is there a word for it? perasan? oh yea... thats it! The thing is guys don't know that girls prioritize friendships than relationships when compared to guys... guys ar.. susah... guys would sacrifice a friendship just to try and get into a relationship with a girl... like for example... Get what I mean ? As in, guys don't realize that they'll probably lose a friend when they try to go for a girl and it doesn't work out well.. so they just jump right in trying to get into a relationship with the girl... stubborn!!!! Girls however they'd rather preserve a friendship than jump into a relationship and then losing a friendship later when the relationship doesnt work out.

So tired to think already...

Oooohhh had jap buffet on saturday.. everything was yummy... except that we were all thinking of hepatitis B while eating the sashimi.. thanks to.. err... I wonder WHO??????? it was all good lar :P only 4 people went so we didn't eat much salmon sashimi.. total of 200 only.. even the waitresses were surprised cuz they know we usually order like 300 or more salmon sashimis.... hell we even ate 150 salmon sashimis under 5 minutes last year when 5 of us were eating there! Took the opportunity to pass Nigel his belated b'day present :)

I'm gonna go eat Jap buffet again probably in another 2-3 weeks time , definitely before I leave... Its gooood food I tell ya..

Church today was pretty okay.. witnessed 2 of my friends and my cousin get confirmed as members of the church. Had lunch at church after that cuz they organized some catering lunch thing for those that got confirmed and their sponsors and family.. So just went makan lar.. food wasn't that nice, didn't eat much too!

Is it a good thing to have a crush on someone? or be attracted to someone? I kinda like the feeling that you get when you meet or see or talk with the person that you like... feels nice, warm, fuzzy... But its not totally nice though... cuz knowing that you can't possibly get together with that person, not knowing if he/she is the right one for you... the fact that you study overseas and come back once or twice a year doesn't really help too... *sigh* Sweet, cute, a smile that just melts the heart, mature, easy to get along with and good humoured, just a littttle shy, but just reaaaaalllyyy swwweeeeeeettttttttttttt!!!!!! *sigh*

Anyyywaay don't have any plans for tomorow(monday) ... probably go bowling at MV and finishing Time Crisis 2 5 times again.... so ke lian... come back to malaysia when all my friends ARENT having their holidays... not exactly entertaining :)

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Dream, dream dream dream, dream, dream dream dream

When I want you in my arms, when I want you and all your charms
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is

Dream, dream dream dream

When I feel blue in the night, and I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine, any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz, I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die, I love you so, and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is

Dream, dream dream dream, dream

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine, any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz, I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die, I love you so, and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is
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^^ Song that's playing in my head.. used to love to sing it in karaoke when I was young... dreeeeeaaaaaaaam, dream dream dreaamm, dreaaaaaaaaaammm.. For some reason I have it playing in my head ....