Wonder if keeping so many (or at least a few) blogspots actually have a bad side. At the moment, I keep a personal diary, Woon and I are keeping another book as a momento of what we did together and what happened to us or when we're together (or so it was my idea), and then this blog which I'm sharing with him now :P Well, it's just that I had things to say when I got back from church this afternoon and I have already written down some of the stuffs in one of the books. And just now, I didn't know how to start; or rather, I didn't know what to write. ...

Nevermind, I'll just post whatever that runs through my mind. The use of the phrase 'just now'. From what I used to learned, the phrase is used to describe a time passed not long ago, as in 'tadi'. I once met this American lecturer in the place I used to work, he often asked me this question "Are you going home just now?" when usually we people will say "Are you going home now?" Hmm, just wondering if that's another common mistake in Malaysia :P


Wondering if these few weeks spent...was a lil too much...or how shall I put it? Too often? Dunno. Can't seem to find the right words now. Just that sometimes situation gets a lil bit uptight and irritations and misunderstandings happen. Sigh. Dunno. I guess maybe I'm just 'adjourning' to the 'higher' level in a relationship :P Or Maybe things just got more serious and I didn't actually think this deeply in the beginning. I mean, I know it's something serious but I didn't think it'll be this serious, and frankly, I have never given it a deep thought about our future; or at least not as far as him :P
I guess people will just have to grow, whether they like it or not. I don't mean I'm not trying to grow or I don't wanna grow, but just that when you grow more matured, you tend to have more thoughts, more responsibilties, more cares, more obligations, just more of everything. Okay, let's just stop there before I mess myself up again. I'm starting to feel a lil messy now. What I know now, and I can say, is that if I'm am freaked out about this now [which I'm not], there's a greater fear for me to care about in the future. Am I making sense here? It made sense to me just now :P Okay, nevermind. Let's stop.

So my baby came over yesterday morning. He slept while I was off to my band practise which ended late in the evening. Until dinner time, in fact :P And then had to go back to church to do a banner for our concert this Saturday. See, all these happen when you have insufficient number of people in your youth group. The number of youths you can gather to form an evangelistic concert, is the same number of people that can help in organising other agendas and preparing props for it. Hehe, not complaining but it has been loads of fun. Tiring, but fun. Went thru lotsa worries, burdening times, unsatisfactory, inconfidence...but now, altho it is not over yet, I think we're gonna miss those times. We're gonna miss each other as in jamming together, or doing some drama or movie together :P Hehe. gosh, it'll always stay cool in us :P At least for me :P

Anyway, yea, back to what i started off with :P Hehe, my baby slept sooo soundly. Guess what he did in his sleep? :P Hehe...nah, I'm not gonna tell it...You ask him :P
Sunday sevice ended late today. Like the past few weeks, it ended around 4pm, if I'm not mistaken. Worsip was so great! :P Hehe, so long nvr played with the tambourine edy. Nice playing it with Jia Yee :P And then had to sell floats again...wahlau...ppl come to buy all att one time man. Like those times when I used to help my mom out at her stall. Busy like mad. But my baby bought me a float :P Hehe..upon request :P ...

Hmm, I'm supposed to write a formal letter for my college accommodation. How did I end up here? :P Gonna go to my college tomorrow. Hope tomorrow's not a bummer. And those people in the Students' Services Dept. better be good. LUCT's staffs just .... ugh!!

Thirsty thirsty. How nice to have another float now :P Hehe. Nites...or rather morning ;P