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Dear Heng Woon:
First, congratulations again on your admission to UC Santa Cruz.

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Well, I'm kinda surprised I actually got admitted, though UC Santa Cruz's my last choice. I am seriously hoping I'll get into UC Berkeley, but thats like a long shot. UCLA and UC San Diego are slim choices even if I get admitted, cuz those two unis require Physics, and I am sick of Physics. But anyways, they can void my admission if they decide that the grades that I'm gonna get this quarter (A C C hopefully) justifies that. Why do I always think of the worst thing that can happen? Dunno, it's just me. I mean, I look at the bad side of things most of the time, more than I look at the good side. Maybe I just don't wanna put my expectations to high so as to not get disappointed later on. Maybe it's some auto-defense-mechanism. Nevermind.

Yea, I just realized I'm gonna get a C for my Math class. Good thing is that it's my last math class. So depressing. Got an A for my Math Differential Equations class last quarter, and this quartter I'm getting a C. Well, I'm not really surprised, since the instructor of my math class this quarter, was the same instructor I took for my Math Calculus 1C and Calculus 1D, both of which I got Cs as well. Really, I can be so stubborn, that I know that he's a difficult instructor and I have gotten Cs in his classes, and yet I still take his class. WHYYYYY did I EVERRR take his class? Hmph!

Did I mention I'm not gonna take Physics anymore no matter what? Guess what? Physics 4B (Electricity, Magnetism etc) is gonna be my nightmare next quarter. Yes I AM taking it. Why? Maybe I'm stubborn again. But thing is I kinda need that Physics class. Yes I'm forced to, either here in college, or I'll do it in uni. Doh college is easier, I think. Bah! The only thing that can stop me from taking that Physics class next quarter is if I die, or if I fail Physics this quarter, cuz I need to pass this Physics 4A class I'm taking now, to be able to take PHysics 4B. Somehow there's this little devil sitting on my right shoulder telling me that I should fail, and so I wont need to bother with Physics anymore. Shooo!!

I'm sleepy, tired. Next week is finals week. Tomorow is a Saturday, definitely not one of those usual Saturdays where I laze around, entertain myself, but yea this weekend gonna have to cram in all my Physics and Math. Oh, First day of exams - Tuesday. Guess what I have on the SAME day??? Physics and.......... MATH! Heh, of all days it has to be on the first day of exams. AND both classes! On Tuesday!!! Means I won't have much time to study. And yea you can say that the good of it is that I get over it sooner. But that's not any consolation at all, trust me, not when you have to get like a B or an A in the final to pass the class.

Well, I think I should rest for a while, then go study a bit and sleep.

Ciouz