-=Winamp: George Benson & Al Jarreau - Nothing's Gonna Change My Love

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so early
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

It's Valentine's night. It's also our 2 month anniversary. The person I wanna spend tonight with's so far away, yet so close here in my heart. It's not fair! My roommate's and their bf/gf get to spend today together, think all of them slept over last night. So jealous :P Well who said long distance relationship was easy? But I know I'll get through it... we'll get through it Julia *muax*

Its funny how the number 14's kinda significant in our relationship. Dec 14th's my bday, it's also the day we both got together. And Valentine's on the 14th of Feb. And 3 years ago on this same day (14th Feb 2001) I sorta lost hope in love. Well those close to me would know :) Anddddd, if Julia got born one day later, her birthday would be on May 14th. See larr sweetie, your fault :P

Anyyywayyyy, this weekend's gonna be reaaaal long. Friday was a holiday, monday will be a holiday too. They call it "President's Day Weekend". Well 4 days holidayy! I'm not complaining though :) Don't think there's gonna be any more holidays till the quarter ends. Eiyerrrrr. Another Physics quiz this coming Thursday. This time on 2 chapters. Math quiz's probably either Tuesday or Wednesday too. Well status update on all my classes : Physics - probably get a C. Math - hopefully I can get an A, but I'll have to study a lot more from now on. Salvagable. C++ - Most likely an A. My strongest subject this quarter. *doh* I wouldn't be doing comp sci if programming ain't my strongest subject. Oh well, seems like this weekend's not really gonna be totally relaxing, selamba holidaying. I wish I was like certain people who can just sit down and study all the way through few hours. Max is 1 hour for me, then I'm either off to the comp or doing something else.

Oooh and I got my Christmas pressie from my dearest on Tuesday. I was kinda surprised I got it so soon (not sarcastically soon) cuz she sent it using Pos Laju on Saturday. And it took 3 days to arrive? Wow. I sent my darling a V-day gift one week before V-day using Express Mail (supposedly3-5 days delivery time)and it hasn't arrived yet. What the hell. And I thought Pos Laju was slow. :P oh well =\ Why didn't I send by Fed Ex or UPS? Cuz they cost 50 bucks, or more. Yes 50 U S D , not RM =
I'm so hungry. I realize I've been getting hungry a lot these few days. Don't know if its the stress or what. Nothing much to eat at home, probably gonna microwave some TV dinners or have bread with Goober's Peanut Butter&Strawberry spread. I luv those! *mmm* Was thinking of eating out, but then kinda late liao. 8.30pm. No mamak herrreeeeeeee =( and shops here close early. Oiii someone from Malaysia come over here and open mamak lar. Seriously make lots of money. Roti Canai here's 2.50 USD. C'mon the flour costs almost nothing. 2.50 USD yet people still buy.

Eh, did I mention I'm gonna move out of my apartment end of this month? Uncle's gonna help me move. He has a van. Hopefully the van's good enough so I don't have to rent a moving truck and thus save $19.99. I'm gonna miss my current apartment. Really nice but pricey (700$ a month), and it's just opposite Cupertino Village ( the area of chinese shops and restaurants and market just opposite my apartment ). I'm gonna be moving to a room in a house, and it costs about 420$ excluding electricity. Good thing is that it costs a lot less than my current apartment, and there's cable internet and cable TV already provided. Cable tv!!!!! Won't need to download any more TV series off the Internet =p Oh and that house's just next to the college. Yeap. Right NEXT to the college. Walk across the street and I'll reach the college. Won't need to take any more buses or walk long distances to and fro bus stops. Yay!! Get to wake up later too. Hehe. Best thing yet is, there's gonna be a Starbucks opening very soon right behind the house. Eiyerrrrr can't wait to move in there, and can't wait for the Starbucks to open!!!

Okay been spending a lot of time on the comp. I promised my self I would study tonight and I will. Seems like these few days there's been little determination in me to make myself study. I better wake up and get back on track with my studies or elseee... =\ I'm getting myself an ATI Radeon 9800 video card if I manage to get an A in Math and an A in my c++ class this quarter. I guess that's self-motivating to study :)

Gonna sign off now.

Hey Julia, when you get my pressie let me know kay ? :) Sorry for it being late, didn't expect the US Postal Service to be less efficient than Malaysia's Pos Laju. =p

I love u darling, you know I always will. Nothing's gonna change my love for you. The only change that'll ever happen is that I'll love you even more and more each day. Wish you were right here with me now. Wish I could hold you and kiss you tonight. Happy Valentines day and happy 2nd month anniversary sweetheart. I miss youuuu....

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