-= Mariah Carey - After Tonight

I'm so full. Had chili cheese fries just now. Quite nice, but filling, and lots of carbohydrates. Erghhh, I'm becoming more and more health conscious everyday =|

Woke up late today. Well late, but not late for school. Just late. Slept at 11.00pm last night after watching ER, and I set my alarm clock at 4.30am. When I woke up it was already 7.30am, and somehow my alarm clocks went off and I shut them up without even myself realizing. Well if it wasn't for Julia giving me a miss call this morning I probably would have woken up later than 7.30am. Thanks dear :)

So I woke up, talked to Julia for a while on the phone, then went off to college. In a weeks or so time when I've moved into my new place, I won't have to wake up so early again cuz the college's just a 30 second walk from my new place :)

Math class just now was okay. Midterm's on Monday so today was kind of a review class. People here are nice, well some people. There's this student Chad who made an announcement before the class started and asked if anyone wanted to group study he'll be holding one at his house on Sunday, from 12 noon till 6pm, and he'll provide pizza and drinks. Everyone's invited. I wanna go, but it's far away, and since I don't have a car to drive I don't know how I can get there. Oh well. I kinda prefer studying alone anyway, cuz past experiences with group study always results in distraction or a chatting session instead of studying =p

Listening to Live365 now. My fav radio station so far's this one : Click to listen!. All the songs I lieeeek. Can just sit down and listen n get dreamy with the songs n relax. *siiighhhH* =)

I doonooo wutt to doooooo. I have a 3 hour break today instead of the usual 2 hours cuz today I don't have my C++ class which only runs Monday to Thursday and today's Fri. So every Friday I have 3 hours break, and the rest of the days 2 hours break. Not exactly nice to have such long breaks, though those whose schedules lack in breaks would envy the breaks I have. Guess that's human nature eh? What you don't have you want, what you have too much you dont want anymore. Heh.

Friiidayyyyyyyy...!!!!!!! !! !! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! T G I F !! ! ! !

Weekend's here finally. Not exactly gonna be relaxing weekend for me. Math midterm on Monday and Physics quiz on Monday. There's also Physics lab on Monday after class which means I'll be staying in college on Monday till 5pm. Most likely there's gonna be a Physics lab quiz too. So, yea, I'm stressed, especially when I'm someone who's not good at Physics. Ugh. I think I know whats wrong with me when it comes to Physics/Math or any of those subjects that have problem solving/applied stuff - I'm slow. Like in physics, I can do the homework problems in the book but I take a long time to understand the problem and work it out. I understand the basic concepts lar but just applying it to problems is what I have trouble with. In a quiz, you only have 5 minutes, one question. In a midterm, there's only 50 minutes, 4-5 questions. Add in the 'panic' factor when taking exams. My point is, well, I can do the questions in the exams and quizzes, but there just isn't enough time. Well it is enough lar for some or most people, but I'm not like them. I take like at least 15 minutes for one problem. If quizzes were 15 minutes and exams were 2 hours, I could definitely do well in them. But then again, I can't complain can I? This is how it works and yea, no one said studying was easy, oh well :
I wish I had a talent in the arts, like music, drawing, or something that doesn't involve sciences. Hehe.

Eiyerrr... that bad dream from a few days ago still haunts me. One of the dreams that I probably won't forget so easily. Sucks when the dreams you can't forget are your bad dreams :P I dreamt I was shot in the back of my neck, it felt like a near death experience, I mean it felt so real. Many other things happened in the dream but I'm not gonna go on, not in my blog at least =p

Yesterday in the bus back from college, this guy was talking to this girl, and the girl, being only 21, is already married. I mean, wow. 21. married. So younnngggg. Don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing or neither, to marry so young. I would think its not that good of a thing, since at that age both side's probably still studying or not have a good steady income foundation to support themselves. I think its a bit weird to be married but still be dependent on parents for support. Oh well, speaking of marriages, lots of gay couples here in San Francisco getting married. I'm not sure why all of a sudden gay couples around the country's flocking to San Francisco city hall to get married. Maybe the SF city hall just started giving out marriage licenses to gay couples. So far about 3000 gay couples have been married since last week. That's like, a huuuuge lot. Its funny, cuz California state law says it's illegal to give gays marriage licenses, but SF's kinda challenging the state about it lar, saying its legal to do so, and just like other straight couples, gay couples should be given equal protection and rights too under the constitution. Personally, I don't have anything against gays. I don't think they're weird or what. I mean, thats their sexual orientation so how does that differ from us having our own sexual orientation that's straight? Kinda unfair to prejudice against them is it? Well then again not everyone has an open mind about it. Touchy subject.

" Your time is up at 12:45 "
" Overdue fines are $5.00 per hour "

It's only 12.00. 45 more minutessssss!!! Feeling quite thirsty now. Hmmm gonna get some water on my way out later. Just read Nadia's blog again just now, as in, the past entries. If there's anything that'll really piss me off, is if her bf does anything to hurt her. Gah, don't wanna mention anymore.

I miss all the times I've had together with Julia back in Msia. I miss the warmth that's constantly there whenever we're holding each other. I miss the bliss, fire, love, and passion when our lips touch. I miss everyyyythhhingggggg.. I miss you Julz. <3