-=Winamp : Staind - So Far Away

Had a scary n weird dream today.. well can call it a nightmare lar.. but I'm not gonna share nightmares :P been having a rojak of different dreams lately.... even the dream i had which i wrote about during my last entry...was during a 30 min sleep... but it was kinda meaningful... as if it's trying to tell me something.... maybe its a message from God giving me the answers to the questions and the thoughts that I have been having over the past few weeks... don't know if I should be sad or happy.

I would be so much better if I didn't have feelings like these... would be so much better if the only feelings in the world were good feelings.

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I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
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A lot of thing's been bothering me...

I feel I've grown really distant with some of my friends that were once close...

Now I don't know who to go to for a talk... especially since that's what I really need right now...

I don't know why I've become so much of a whiner...

hmmmmm

aih.

Gotta go get ready for college ... i'd rather not keep myself idle n think about stuff too much...