So... I'm home. Back in Nilai, where my parents live...which means, I'm on holiday!!! Yesshhh...my lovely 3-month long sem break. Wahaha..
So what have I done for so long I was home...since last week? By right, my sem actually ended 2 weeks ago. But of course of the darned assignments I had to finish [well, not me alone but like the almost the whole class which has 90 of us], I had to stayback in Puchong for 1 week, and then I could only go back to Nilai at least a week earlier before I'm totally off from all these assignments. Well, I can actually choose to bring my assignments home if I had the space and tools to work in my parent's house. I figured out for my drawing assignment, it's wiser to finish it up in Puchong since it would be more convenient [totally] there. As for design, well, since it's my own design and I had only a model to build [well, mostly], I can do it at home. Yea, so that's it. This is my life. Work, work, work, and more work. After this, I would be working part time too, well, that's for the money-earning part :P I think I should have my job as a freelancer in hand. Think I should go back to the office tomorrow morning.
Oh boy, don't I talk a lot? Well, this is me. Do you that I fancy talking to myself? That's like one of the reasons I keep a diary. Write all my thoughts and feelings in that lil' book, which no one can read [well, except my darling now :P], besides improving my writing skills, as advised by my former English teacher :P Oh, as for the talking to myself part. I think it all started like when I start to daydream or just think about something that happened, or should've or could've or would've happened or whatever, and then I'll start to like talk as if I am in some conversation or something. I know it may sound silly, but it has been in me for some time. Hehe, it's probably some weird syndrome.. :P Bernard says it's unhealthy. Oh, he caught me moving my lips n smiling alone once. And then he went, "Are yuo talking to yourself?" And I was thinking "Oh shoot, he noticed!! That's so embarassing!!" But I said yes anyway. Hahaha...:P Whatever..
Ahh, so these few days...Monday - drove to school to submit my final assignments. Everything was fine until that darn Bangladeshi or Pakistani guy in the Printshop told me my file couldn't be opened, therefore, it couldn't be printed. I was like "Oh my gosh!! It couldn't be real man!!" And he was sooo unfriendly, it just brought down his own impression that I had on him. Man, I thought he was nice. No, he wasn't unfriendly, he was sarcastic. I needed that print so badly and ugh!!!!!!@!$#!@$@ Stoopid. Thinking about him just boils up my blood. He wouldn't even try to open it a second time!! Sheesh..but anywayyy, surprisingly, my lecturer allowed me to submit the print the next day. Haha...
Tuesday - was driven to school to submit my print and then followed mom and my bro to Sban. Oh, picked up my bro from the airport the previous day. Waited for my mom to pack her stuffs to getting ready for her China trip, and then had her trim and dye my hair. Haha..like who said she's never gonna dye her hair? :P Wahaha...ppl change. :P I'm just trying out. Hehe...mom likes it anyway. She said it's better than my original colour :P I'm gonna dye it red. Haha.. And green...Christmas is around the corner :P
Wednesday - Sent mom to the airport, came home, slept till evening. *Oh sh*t!* Haha...can't believe that myself. Guess that's cos I slept at 3am and woke up at 4.30am just to get to the airport in time. And careless me did not return my mom's eyeliner after use :P
Thursday - Shopping!! With Jas. Hmm, would've shopped more of I had the money. Would've stayed longer if Yih Shin didn't make a surprise turn up :P Haha..nah, not so surprised. Just that I thought we could catch a movie. Didn't wanna be a 'lampost' so I ciaoed off when I should. Lesse...no money but bought a new pair of sandals [this time, heels] when the old one broke while walking in school on Tuesday. *embarassing!* Bought a new pair of shades *finally!* and a Puteri Gunung Ledang VCD. Thinking back now, shouldn't have bought it cos I've actually forgotten to buy other stuffs that were needed more :P
So, anywayy...think I should get some rest. Go to sleep and think about Heng Woon...
Oh, speaking of that, I had a weird dream last night. Well, how weird it is, I'm not sure. But it just felt weird to me. I dreamt that Heng Woon's bro, Heng Boon, has a gf. Well, not that that's weird, but his gf's from Nilai as well. And from my former sec school. Maybe's that's more like ridiculous or hilarious, I don't know bt it's just all so weird and funny to me :P
It started by Heng Boon meeting me at the KTM station in Nilai [a normal scene after coming back from KL everytime], and entering my dad's car who was picking us up. And then my dad stopped at this foodcourt and asked me to get lunch for my mom and Heng Boon followed [he was probably hungry :P]. I remembered I was picking some yong tau foo for my chee cheong fun or something and I think Heng Boon went for some curry mee. But after that, I remembered him telling me he has no bus card to go back home so the alternate way was to follow me home and then get another transport or something [this is usually what I do when I'm stranded in some no-transport-home-situation. And the bus card is actually something I use to get home after school. Without the card, you can't enter the bus.], so he was thinking of spending an hour or two in Nilai as well.
And then later, I saw him walking holding some girl's shoulder at the train station. Well, the girl's quite pretty. Short hair, fair, cute..well, which did make me feel a lil' down..for some reason... Anyway, her name's Shin Yee. She's form 4,and weirdly, Heng Boon was form 4 too. :P And I was back in form 5!! And Heng Woon's in my class!! Isn't that interesting? :P Haha... So anyway, Heng Boon borrowed a reference book from Heng Woon. Woon needs it back but Boon gave to Shin Yee and asked her to return it to Woon [why? I don't know]. And she took like dayyyyssss to return it. And she was in one of the lower classes in school. Now what does this tell you? We were all in the top classes but Boon dated a girl from one of the lower classes and which by the way isn't the kind of girl I would expect to see him dating, or his family would. Hmm..dunno bout the conclusion but the middle part sure made me laugh again. :P Tell me if ya got a comment :) [well, I think it does have something to do my lack of self confidence :P Whatever.]
2 comments:
Why do you say it's due to your lack of confidence? Hm. Didn't quite get that part.
But about the whole top class/lower class thing? Is she like, bimbo-stupid kind, or a nice girl who just happens to be not-so-good in her studies? If she's the bimbo-stupid kind, then yes, I agree that parents should be worried and what not. But if she's nice, I say yay! for him.
Just a thought. =)
Was that Josiah who posted that comment? If it's one my friends, it certainly doesn't sound like anyone else I know who'd read this blog, other than Josiak Koit.
Anyway, you asked why bout why I feel less confidence. Well, I think it's just coz she was prettier and cuter than I am? :P Yea, I guess that's what it is. On the other hand, I don't think she's THAT bimbo-stupid. Haha, as how you'd put it. But maybe just not so good in her studies...and maybe hmm, how shall I put it... Well, just so you know, girls I know from my previous high school [back in PJ], who are from one of those classes, kinda have a reputation of being... 'loud', a lil' 'la-la'... Oh gosh, dunno how to describe. But anyway, it was just a dream. A weird one. So yea. Don't think it'll be in reality. I'm quite sure he would find a better one :)
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