So my baby went back to US this morning. Well, thought it would be hard to let him go since there have been so much that we have been through and the possibilty of seeing him in a
year's time from now. But well, there is a possibilty of him coming back home in December too. Actually, to think about it, it's not all that hard. Maybe it was just me. Or maybe it was just me who was very tired, sleepy and exhausted this morning. Didn't have enough sleep for the 2 previous nights. But what I do know, that I wasn't feeling good after he left; or rather, after my class in the evening. Was tired and I only had about 2 hours of nap, apart from the fact that I was feeling a bit lonely coz (i) most of my previous noisy housemates moved out (ii) there wasn't anyone left for me to call anytime anymore.

Well, anyway, my baby has been really sweet to me. I did feel happier after he came back. In fact, I could feel his love and care for me despite there were times when I kinda doubted, complained and got sensitive over some minor issues which cost me some unneccesary tears. Dunno, but it seem to be like this...for now.

Like during the last few days, there were some things that I wouldn't wanna forget. I went over to the mamak opposite Mid Valley to have breakfast with my baby on Monday morning, which was only yesterday, by the way. Left Puchong at 6.45am, took the 7am bus which was cramped by high school students and people going to work, and reached MV at 8am. Breakfast wasn't anything special except for my baby who came out directly from bed, with unbrushed teeth (one of the people who brushes their teeth after breakfast) and 'pajamas'. Since my class was at 2pm, I hung out at his house for a while, picked out photos that are to be developed, did a few sketches for my assignment, while my baby acted like a clown behind me. Hehe...well, he managed to make me laugh really hard as he was being childish, clownish and all...just because he was bored :P Yea..thinking of that now is still making me laugh :P

And while leaving, he actually 'subsidised' for my travelling expenses just because my family and I are kind of financially burdened in a way. I was actually touched by that. Felt that he really cared :P Well, not that I've never felt before la but just that, it's a nice feeling all over again. And then there are other minor stuffs too, like, how he went and search for a pail just cos I didn't want to take cold shower in the night; how hard he tried to make me feel better when I was down (and btw, was stubborn to look at the bright side which he was trying to show me :P), the thought of him helping me lightening my financial burdens; found a way to loan me his family's old CPU when I've lost mine; and of cos, the thing that he gave me the night before he left, just to let me know that I was the one he's chasing for, and the one for him.

Sigh...think I have to go now. Using friend's computer. Hmm...gotta finish up my assignment too. Hahah...look at the way i spend my time...and then complain about not having enough sleep the next day :P

Goodnight anyway ;)