-= Silence.........

My first time updating since... a month? lost track of time.... speaking of which... time passes by real quickly when life starts having meaning... when there's actually something to look forward to every day, tomorow, the day after, the week after.. everyday..

Nothing much's happened in the past month. Been busy with classes and homework. I'm pretty confident I'm able to get As for all 3 of my classes this quarter, though there's still the finals that'll only secure that... screw up my final and thats it... which i hope i don't.

2 more weeks and I'm back home.. can't wait... but I have hell to go through first - finals week... :) think I should do alrite . Ooooh and I just submitted my uni application online last night... I'm sooo hoping I'll get into the unis I applied to.. =\ Actually, I think I might have been putting too much hope on too many things recently... So afraid things won't turn out as I hoped... But i guess no matter how i tell myself that i'm not going to put too much hope, no matter how I tell myself I'm prepared for whatever that happens, I'll still be disappointed if things dont go as i had hoped for... maybe thats just me... even if i put just a little hope in certain things.. i still feel as disappointed as if i had put in a lot of hope....

I need someone to talk to right now... but unfortunately there's no one whom I feel comfortable talking to about this that's online... 2 more weeks.... 2 more weeks..... I'll be waiting... I hope you will be too.......

* Nights are lonely, days are so sad
I just can't help thinking about the love that we have
And I'm missing you, but nobody knows it but me *


Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorow.